36 Hours to Go!

I am leaving for South Africa in about 36 hours and it is starting to feel real. After a wonderful day with friends, food, games, and some 'see ya later!'s I feel mentally and emotionally ready to go. However, I am still not finished packing and I haven't gotten my passport back yet. It is supposed to come tomorrow before 3pm and I am sure that it will but it is really cutting it close this time. My natural desire to control my environment is kicking in but I am trying hard to not let it get to me. The next 18 hours may be a struggle for me to trust that the Lord is working out all the details, but I know that He is! I believe that He is and I will keep telling myself that He is until I no longer have to believe it and the passport is in my hands. When will I ever just learn to let go and not worry about the things I know the Lord is taking care of?