Life is crazy and I don't really know when I suddenly became and adult but here I find myself. I have had 2 job interviews over the phone with a school in Champaign. They just asked me to call again next week to chat with some of the teachers and get to know them. This is kind of like my 3rd interview with them and I have a really good feeling about it. I hope that I get this job but even if I don't, I know that the Lord has something for me. I can't hardly believe that I have made it to this point in my life. I have graduated from university, I am finishing up 4 1/2 months in South Africa, and I am interviewing for a real, "Big Kid" job! When did all this happen? I am in awe of how things are just progressing into normalcy as an adult. This is something I have been afraid of most of my life and here it is just happening around me. I still feel like I'm 12 most of the time but yet I am (somewhat) successfully seeming to navigate my adult life. It definitely helps that I am not the one in control and I know that but it still doesn't make too much sense most of the time. I wonder if this is how it feels for most people. One day I will wake up and find myself wrinkled and matured but I bet I will still feel like a 12 year old. But for now I guess, 23 and counting!
